Life is not easy and it never is.
I am a coward, I let my staff stand on my head, and yet I still dare not voice out.
I am a whinner, but maybe according to my mum, that is just sharing information, life experience.
Well, these are the 2 things I definitely need to change. definitely, No more Whinning, and no more coward. I need to stand on my feet. I need to be optimistic.

Ms Tan told me, she got nothing to complain about her husband, not at all. Nothing she can think of, I believe this is not because there is no problem, it is just that they didn't emphasized on the problem but their happiness. She is a lucky woman because she cherish her life. I think I should too... She is someone I need to learn from, someone I need to look upon to - althought there is part of her that I am not that fond with -- her ambitious. When I told her I was thinking of obtaining ACCA, MIA, or CIMA, she told me her target is just M.R.S, and she already is.

This is the first blog for the Year 2011, I think I should write something good despite of the crapy feeling I have now.

Earlier this week, actually the end of last week; to be exact on 31 Dec 2010, I wrote on my skype status that my New Year Resolution is that I should stop stacking New Year Resolution. Meaning no more New Year Resolutions until I clear my old one.... So lazy huh... Which was one of the resolutions I need to clear out of my way...

Oh well, welcome to year 2011.... Lot of things need to be complete this year. Hope everything will be running smoothly...

And I will have a chance to say at the end of the year that Yr 2011 was the perfect year.....

When you thought you were running out of a problem, you actually ran into a bigger one........ The worst part is, the former problem was not yet solved, but the current problem is like a snow ball slicing on the mount Himalaya, getting bigger and bigger............. My mind is telling me to run away from this problem, and so as my heart. But, I knew, at the end, just right before I run away, my heart will be in doubt.........

What do I want in my life

What do I want in life?
Been asking myself since yesterday, and been remind to think about it when my boss asked me today. Frankly, I don't know.
What I always been doing is what I thought will be better for me.
What I want to be? Successful.
Well, be more particular...
Wish that I could be a working girl in a big company that is manageral level...
More particular...
There is where I stuck.
What do I really want to be?
My boss told me that, I shouldn't have take the ACCA, with the ACCA, it will take me about 4 years to pursue for this recognition, and I will stuck in a company and just be an accountant, with tons of workload -- including a boring life.
Else, I can go into banking field, and start my life from there...Continuing my Phd degree after one or two years working experience. According to him, it will be a better career opportunity, and better for my career growth.
Or I can choose to be a siu lai lai, enjoy life from there....
Wait, he also throw me 2 other options:
First, Go and buy a bunch of lottery, and if I win the first prize, I don't have to work for life.......
Second, is just stay there and stuck there.

Obviously, I think my boss really don't like the place he is working now..
But, what should I do? I wish I have a cleared mind, knowing what I want in life, and no wasted my time... After all, I am getting old...

Back to square 1, what do I want???????????????????

After reading HC's blog on Inception, have such an urge to go for that movie. Eva came back and mentioned that her friend also recommend that movie.. Then I suggest that we go to the movie this weekend. And she was so happy and nodded her head.
I told her then, how about she give me a treat, and I will take her to the theater, she replied me with this,

" I don't want to watch this movie anymore"

What a nice sister!!!!!

刚刚又泡了一杯咖啡，一杯香浓浓的咖啡。。。
说实在的，即使只嗅，不喝，也蛮享受的了。。。
以往，常常在冬天时刻，泡着一杯热烘烘，香浓浓的咖啡。。。
那是一种幸福的感觉。。。一点点的温馨在冰冷冷的寒天中。所有的烦恼都抛在脑后

Forgive But Never Forget